Hilaria Baldwin Memoirs highlights ups and downs in the Alec Baldwin

Hilaria Baldwin detailed the advantages and disadvantages of your marriage to the husband Alec Baldwin In their newly published memoirs, Handbook not included.

The book published on Tuesday, May 6th, made it clear on the first pages that Hilaria, 41, was not a gold digger, which she then demonstrates some pages of the memoirs. Hilaria was 27 to Alecs 53 when they met for the first time.

“It wasn't just about physical attraction; it was true respect,” she wrote about her romance. “Nobody wanted to get to know me so well.”

The couple married in 2012 and since then greeted seven children: Carmen, 11, Rafael, 9, Leonardo, 8, Romeo, 6, Eduardo, 4, María Lucía, 4, and Ilaria, 2. Kim Basinger.))

“I thought a lot about why people want to try to label me [a gold digger]Because I have lived with these attacks for a while now, “she wrote. … I can tell you that seven children should not be in the golden curriculum, and I would probably receive a solid D for this choice. Children are expensive and a lot of hard work.”

Continue to Hilaria's quotes via Alec in Handbook not includedD:

How he did it

The “first six weeks” of their relationship consisted exclusively of conversations between Alec and Hilaria.

“He would shake my hand, hello and look good,” she recalled. “As much as I found humor in his old-fashioned dating style, I found it refreshing and completely different from what I was used to.”

Hilaria wrote that she could “relax” her dating fear in the early days of her advertising.

“He made it clear and he appeared. I let my uncertainty let go – let my fear of heartache and the uncertainty of the future go. I leaned forward. We both did it,” she wrote. “People often consider our age difference as strange or negative – sometimes we do it too!

Change alecs life

Hilaria wrote that she recognizes herself for changes in Alec's lifestyle – and explained why this is not true. At the beginning of her relationship, Alec was announced that he was predicative. Hilaria “made lists with food to eat and not to eat” and “felt much better” after working with him.

“Alec committed himself to the healthier food,” she wrote. “He made this choice: I wasn't. I was a good partner for him – I never ashamed him, just encouraged him.”

Learn during a Valentine's Day

When Valentine's Day passed, Hilaria Alec received no card he was expecting.

“I got a lot of information about my friend. It was a real view of Alec Baldwin,” she said. “He is romantic, he is emotional – sometimes even in need. He tells you exactly what he needs and exactly when he needs it.”

Your proposal

Hilaria chose her own engagement ring because “he wanted me to have the ring I wanted,” she wrote, noting that the proposal was not a surprise because Alec was “terrible in secrets”. (Proposed in April 2012 in the Montauk Point Lighthouse.)

Almost divorce

The “rocky” year of her marriage came after the birth of her first two children, Carmen and Rafa.

“I focused on how I thought that things should be, and Alec was on the way. None of us would move. I took my rings as a sign that I could possibly be ready to go,” she wrote. “Inclusion in a relationship as cement blocks will end in the divorce, and there we had to warm up and melt our solid ourselves, be ready to look inside and see how we could do it better.”

They went through the Rough Patch and renewed their vows on their five -year wedding day.

The 'rust' tragedy

Hilaria detailed her point of view of the events that took place in October 2021 when rust Cameraman Halyna Hutchins was killed on the set of the film. (Alec kept the prop, when she fired. He was charged twice of the involuntary manslaughter, but both cases were later rejected.)

“Have you ever ignored a call that comes from your husband?” Then he wrote me an SMS to call him immediately, and suddenly my heart and my stomach smashes: something has to have happened. This conversation – and all day – was full of confusion, unbelief, pain, nausea, anger and heartache, when the realization of the occurrence became clear over time. “

Hilaria noticed that she left out a “game for this day”, but she said to Alec: “I will be with you. I love you”, follows the incident.

Handbook not included Is out now.