Megachern pastor is involved in sexting scandal while his dirty messages are leaked

Megachern Pastor John Gray has almost destroyed his wife Aventer and thousands of supporters after inappropriate relationships and a sexing scandal.

The controversial church leader, 50, opened in a recently carried out episode of Laterras R. Whitfields Podcast 'Dear Future Wifey' in the Grays Love Story Church (formerly relentless Church) in Greenville, South Carolina.

Gray accused his actions on the sexual trauma in childhood and what he described as “demonic forces” and claimed that he was sexually attacked at the age of four.

“I would like to say to Aventer that I would like to thank you for showing me what love Christ looks like because you loved a very unpleasant man,” said Gray during the almost three -hour podcast. “And I would like to tell you how much I'm sorry for the pain I caused.

“I have never said that before, but to the people who knew that God called me, but the headlines of failure and failure and a brokenness that they did not know, for the people who were deeply disappointed, I would like to say that I am sorry,” he added.

Gray claimed that his “dysfunctional approach to marriage” came from the sexual trauma of childhood in which several men were involved.

'I was thrown away. I was spit. I was malignant because of the brokenness that was given to me on a grassy front yard at the age of four when two men took my innocence, ”he admitted.

Gray also claimed that this traumatic experience had introduced “a demon” that “was calm for years”.

The controversial church leader, 50, was opened in a recently carried out episode by Laterras R. Whitfields Podcast 'Dear Future Wifey', which was recorded in the Grays Love Story Church (formerly tireless church) in Greenville, South Carolina,

“And this demon who entered me when they took over my innocence sleeping and waiting for me to get married to show up so that I could fail,” he said.

“And I was all my life in the church. And everyone told me that Jesus would repair it. Jesus would fix it. But there are some things that the altar cannot do. '

Gray claimed that he had remained a virgin until he married Aventer at the age of 37, although he previously admitted “almost sexual experiences”, including telephone sex and masturbation.

He also spoke about his upbringing with his single mother.

He described when he was the only child to grow up with a Christian mother who answered his first wet dream by telling him that he should take a bath, ask the Lord, to forgive you and fall asleep again. '

“I had a wet dream and ran into my mother's room and didn't know what didn't know what had happened. And she said:” This is called a nightly emission. “She said:” Take a bath. Please ask the Lord to give you and fall asleep again. ''

“I'm not angry with my mother. She is only who she is because she grew up and taught it. But that says that I was not doing anything bad. I'm bad. '

“Now I'm sexually suppressed now. This is a teenager. We still haven't unpacked the fact that I spit out of my mouth on a lawn at 4 years,” said Gray.

'And so a demon was introduced into [that] Moment. And I don't care what you believe; Demons are assigned to families because some of them have all generations of people who have failed on the same thing, and then it comes to knocking on their door. '

Gray claimed his “dysfunctional approach to marriage” came from the sexual trauma of childhood in which several men were involved

Gray claimed that he had remained a virgin until he married Aventer at the age of 37, even though he previously admitted “almost sexual experiences” including telephone sex and masturbation

“And I don't know what your door is or what your demon is, but before you send me to hell, you should probably look for the demons that knock on your door.”

Gray also surprisingly claimed that he did not try to hide his inappropriate relationships, but in fact it wanted it to happen to end his service.

“I wasn't blind from people who went to blog. I wanted it to happen because I tried to die and I tried to get out and I wanted them [Aventer] To go because I was never worthy, ”said Gray, announcing that he was constantly introducing himself in an apartment with two bedrooms with a brown table with unpaid bills.

'Yes. No woman, no children. And so I thought my life would be for years. The fact that she was there reached her, she learned and she loves the part of me that I hate; I didn't trust her, because how can you love me and I don't love myself. '