Secret life of the Miranda of Mormon Women reflects on swing scandal

The secret life of Mormonian women Newcomer Miranda McWhorter Can hardly remember a time before Mustok's notorious “soft swing scandal”.

“I feel in the first few months [and] Almost a year after my daughter's life was like a kind of blurring, ”said Miranda, 27, on Wednesday, May 14th, followed by the podcast“ The Viall Files ”, which broke out in tears.

Miranda shares the daughter Cohen, now 4, and son of Brooks, now 6, with ex-husband Chase McWhorter.

According to the Social Media Influencer, her postpartum experience with Cohen – including its early milestones – was a blurring in the middle of the consequences of the vibration scandal. (Miranda's former best friend, Now-Costar Taylor Frankie Paulunveiled in 2020 that their friend group had all got together despite their respective marriages.)

“I was just separated,” Miranda recalled in tears. “If I think back now, it is the part that is still a little wound for me because I don't have the feeling that I was fully and completely myself, and again I wasn't a precise mother.”

“I was just broken off,” Miranda recalled in tears. “If I think back now, it is the part that is still a little wound for me because I don't have the feeling that I was fully and completely myself, and again I wasn't a precise mother.”

The 30-year-old Taylor dropped the bomb that she and the husband at the time Tate Paul were intimate with their friends before their divorce. Miranda and Chase meanwhile denied the claims before finally ending her marriage.

“It was never to be discussed that led to it. It was like we all hung around … or maybe one of the boys would dare to kiss me and Taylor or something,” recalled Miranda, to have the podcast moderator Nick Viall across the vibrating boundaries. “From there it would lead to other things.”

According to Miranda, there were no “swinging parties” and most of them ever had to do sex together, while another couple did the same in another corner of the room.

“I was very, very firm with the things that might have done other couples I was not interested in,” she said. “I also said that Taylor. … It was never like: 'This is a world [Chase and I were] explore. We want to be swingers. 'It was just a kind of circumstances that we entered and then things would happen. “

Miranda also emphasized that the vibrating scandal “had nothing to do” and the chase were separated.

“I don't think that actually played a role in the least,” she said. “I think [swinging] At that time it is more a good thing to be in our head. For me, shame was a large part of it. “

Miranda, who said that she had to deal with a “crisis of faith” about the Mormon privately, explained that she and Chase also had to fight with communication.

“I have the feeling that our communication was often not very good,” thought Miranda. “Chase is a very passionate person and a very emotional person. I think he has great feelings, and I think that really serves when he goes because he is very passionate about our children and very supportive and one of the greatest hype men who will ever meet.”

Chase also supported Miranda, who decided to appear in season 2 Secret life of Mormonian women.

“He was very much like 'if they choose, I have them [and] Support them, “she said in the Podcast episode on Wednesday.” I think he's supportive [of] I do it the way I want to do it. One of our greatest strengths as a coparent relationship is that we do not speak negatively. “

While Miranda was also offered to appear in the debut season of the Hulu series, she declined.

“In the first season I threw the idea back and forth and ultimately I decided that it didn't fit well. I think there are many reasons for it” US Weekly In a May title history. “At the time of the decision -making process, I didn't completely divorce myself [the show]And I think that would have been very difficult. Reality TV is not always great for relationships. “

The secret life of Mormonian women Season 2 premieres on Thursday, May 15th, on Hulu.